Not meant to be...

I know we all get our ups and downs. We all get our good days and our bad, but do you ever feel like you weren't meant to have a life of your own? Like this life wasn't meant to be yours and that it should be someone else's. I can't help but have that feeling sometimes. I have good days but the bad days seem to out number the good. I feel kinda of like a waste of space, you know? I feel like it should've been somebody else who got this life. They would've been able to do so much more with it than I ever could. I just wanna run away and hide under a rock so nobody can find me. Nobody has to worry about me bothering them and i'm left to live my own life without causing anybody anymore trouble. Life is supposed to be this thing... this object in time where you do what you want and hopefully make some sort of difference in the world. If that's true then I've already failed. I feel even more worthless than before. I haven't done a damn thing with my life and I have no aspirations to do anything either. There is no point to my life. Someone else should live it for me.