Don't Let Me Get Me
"Never win first place, I dont support the team I cant take direction, and my socks are never Clean Teachers dated me, my parents hated me I was always in a fight cuz I cant do nothin Right Everyday I fight a war against the mirror I cant take the person starin back at me Im a hazard to myself Dont let me get me Im my own worst enemy Its bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Dont wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody elseI wanna be somebody else, yeahLa told me, youll be a pop star, All you have to change is everything you are.Tired of being compared to damn britney spearsShes so pretty, that just aint me Doctor, doctor wont you please prescribe meSomethinA day in the life of someone else? Cuz Im a hazard to myselfDont let me get meIm my own worst enemyIts bad when you annoy yourselfSo irritatingDont wanna be my friend no moreI wanna be somebody elseDont let me get meIm my own worst enemyIts bad when you annoy yourself So irritatingDont wanna be my friend no moreI wanna be somebody else Doctor, doctor wont you please prescribe me SomethinA day in the life of someone else? Dont let me get meDont let me get me Im my own worst enemyIts bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Dont wanna be my friend no moreI wanna be somebody else" (Don't Let Me Get Me by Pink)
For some reason lately this song seems to be my theme song... Then again it's probably always been the theme song of my life. I always seem to screw myself over. It doesn't seem to matter anymore how hard I try to do the right thing... it comes back to bite me in the ass, every single time. I know most (or all) of those who read this are arguing with me on this one but I got proof.
1. I screwed myself over because I decided not to go out for basketball this year... It bit me in the ass when I figuered out that basketball was my life... by then it was too late....
2. I screw myself over when I try to keep my mouth shut when I am trying to prevent myself from not snapping on people.... that bites me in the ass cuz people (mainly mom) think that im being moody and need to straighten myself out... cuz apparently, even though im a teenager, im not allowed to be moody or show normal emotion.
3. I screw myself over when I become friends with any body... ok scratch that I screw them over....
4. I screw myself over by trying to be happy... cuz that just leads to disappointment ... god knows im not allowed to be happy for too long either... something has to happen...
5. I screw myself over by caring about others... i can't even bring myself to explain why...
6. I screw myself over by talking about my problems too much... and by hardly talking about them.... I can't win.... either way somebody gets pissed at me.... normally heather...
7. I screw myself over by trying to help... god knows that it doesn't work any way so why do I bother....
There you go seven reason I screw myself over... and thats only what i can think of off the top of my head... oh wait there are eight reasons.... i screw myself over by trying to drive cuz apparently I can't do that... Don't get me wrong... there are a few bright spots in my life... and my life isn't terrible... im just sick of myself... im done.... i wanna be someone else...
For some reason lately this song seems to be my theme song... Then again it's probably always been the theme song of my life. I always seem to screw myself over. It doesn't seem to matter anymore how hard I try to do the right thing... it comes back to bite me in the ass, every single time. I know most (or all) of those who read this are arguing with me on this one but I got proof.
1. I screwed myself over because I decided not to go out for basketball this year... It bit me in the ass when I figuered out that basketball was my life... by then it was too late....
2. I screw myself over when I try to keep my mouth shut when I am trying to prevent myself from not snapping on people.... that bites me in the ass cuz people (mainly mom) think that im being moody and need to straighten myself out... cuz apparently, even though im a teenager, im not allowed to be moody or show normal emotion.
3. I screw myself over when I become friends with any body... ok scratch that I screw them over....
4. I screw myself over by trying to be happy... cuz that just leads to disappointment ... god knows im not allowed to be happy for too long either... something has to happen...
5. I screw myself over by caring about others... i can't even bring myself to explain why...
6. I screw myself over by talking about my problems too much... and by hardly talking about them.... I can't win.... either way somebody gets pissed at me.... normally heather...
7. I screw myself over by trying to help... god knows that it doesn't work any way so why do I bother....
There you go seven reason I screw myself over... and thats only what i can think of off the top of my head... oh wait there are eight reasons.... i screw myself over by trying to drive cuz apparently I can't do that... Don't get me wrong... there are a few bright spots in my life... and my life isn't terrible... im just sick of myself... im done.... i wanna be someone else...
posted by Jensen at
6:16 PM
3 Comments:
1. there's always risks in this world you have to take and learn from. isn't that what our whole lives are made of?
2. everyone does this, sure, some do it more than others, but we've all been there. i.e. parents are just stupid.
3. i dont get this one. you haven't screwed me over? (in any way, shape, or form)
4. theres always gonna be something that is disappointing. i'm disappointed that there's dissapointment. but while there's always disappointment, there's always something to look forward to. like, what's gonna make you happy next, cuz you know that it seems like nothing could be better than the last. but deep down, you know that it will get better no matter what's going on.
5. there's no way you can get screwed over by caring for others. when ya do somethin nice, u get a happy feeling (like in #4) and its like wow, i know why i care about others now. you just have to. its ur personality. its amazing. 'caring is sharing'-there's always love to go around, u just gotta find the right people to dish it out to and to share it with.
6. there is absolutely nothing wrong with talking about problems. some problems are more private, so bunches of people dont needa be told, but you know you have people who are there, and each one of them could listen-you know in ur heart who the ones are that care the most, and you probly know how they would react/help if they can. don't give up on communicating, its a beautiful thing.
7. you have helped me mucho! ppl take caring different ways-there's always gonna be different reactions with different people. don't stop caring, its part of the love in this world. what would happen if we all said caring is pointless? there's a reason for you to care.
8. me too!
okay, you told me that i usually have to have an input on things so here you go:
1)people make mistakes, its a fact of life
2)dude thats how moms are, iz not gonna change i mean, there's a whole clan of them
3)okay, WTF!!! dude i will discuss this one later!!!
4)dont try, be, it might make things easier, and you just think that
5)ok, last night you said i get to ask one question about anything if i told you, i call this half a question you will explain more
6)dont fret i enjoy hearing about your problems... but that sounds funky....
7)you hlep you just dont think so
there those are about seven opossing reasons to what you said, oh wait eight, you can so drive, how did you get your liscense? ... talk later
I'm not gunna give ya summin on each # but I am gunna tell you that all people assume they are a mistake...but your a good mistake to all of us. I love yoU!
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