100 Stupid Things To Do With Friends...

1. Chuck coins at your friends... Just wait for it meg, we will meet on the battle field once again LOL...
2. Play Hide n' Seek in walmart
3. Race with the handicap scooter at walmart
4. Chase your friends around with the handicap scooter at walmart
5. Hide in the sales rack and talk to unsuspecting customers at walmart
6. Ride a four-wheeler down a grassy hill in neutral... if you hit a bump wrong you flip
7. Play strip Poker
8. Play strip spin the bottle
9. Play truth or dare spin the bottle
10. Play Hide n' Seek in the local motel
11. Run someone's underwear, socks, and other embarrassing articles of clothing up a flag pole
12. Put someone else's underwear on the antennae of their car and see how long it takes them to notice...(Jo ... girl you need to open your eyes 11 hours is way too long)
13. Steal someone's cloths when they get into the shower...(We love you erkel... oh sorry my bad, I mean TP "Oh sure, it just naturally falls of...")
14. Scare someone with your dog... Even though they already they knew he was there... (not mentioning any names... *cough* Jenny *cough*
15. Try to get one of your friends to jump on cue... and make it look half way normal
16. Balance a ruler on your finger at church
17. Sing
18. Color your hair with apple red streaks
19. Stick your best friends bra in the freezer soaking wet!!!! (Not amused Nissa)
20. See how many people you can stuff in your car (So far my record is 5 ppl)
21. Ride the silly silo, a million times in a row, and see who gets sick first
22. Learn how to ski on one ski
23. Have a belly flop contest off the high dive (That was fun to watch)
24. Imitate your favorite cartoon character for half a day...
25. Talk in an extremely high pitch voice for two hours straight... (SQUIRREL!!! Boom shock a locka)
26. Play the Sausage Game
27. Play the Sausage Game except use the word "two"
28. Ask a big buff guy what he'd think of wearing a pink twotwo... while play the sausage game...
29. Make up words...(my favs: furt, fup, fu, woot, sausage: pronounced - sow+ saw+g+e)
30. Try to teach Jessica the llama song...lol and it does not just repeat llama lama duck theres more to it Ica
31. Try to teach people how to say, "Merry Chrismahanzakawanzaca"
32. Slide down a 200 yd. tarp, head first, with cold water from a hose and being lathered up with shampoo
33. Burry Sam in sand and make him look like a mermaid... female might i add... her boobs weren't the same size guys...
34. Run into a Cloths line with a three wheeler
35. jump off the back step with roller blades on...
36. Jump out of the swings at camp, while going as high as you can...
37. Drift around corners in the gravel
38. Eat old moldy cake.. that was pure accident yecch!!
39. Try walking on the heels of your shoes, when wearing high heels
40. Play Truth or Dare Jenga.... when every time you pulled out a blank tile you had to take off an article of clothing
41. Run into some big guy at a football game, because you didn't see 'em... I swear he wasn't there guys... lol oops
42. Rack yourself on a fire hydrant because you didn't see it either... oops again
43. Slide down the hand railing at school... Those big one that go from upstairs to downstairs over by the upper gym... god that hurt... luckily no one was around
44. Fall into a fire ring...
45. Shoot bottle rockets off into the water... I got burnt
46. Trip over the lines in the upper gym... you know the ones painted on the floor
47. Dive after a basketball and crash into the opponent... thus giving them a black eye and pissing off the rest of the team... Im actually quite proud of that one
48. Fall into a minature swamp... while playing hide n' seek
49. Get into a fist fight with your best friend... and get your ass kicked
50. Almost start a fight a football game with the opposing team
51. Stand up in hip waders, in a river, then fall in
52. Sing in the car, while heather's talking on the phone with Mattchew... He said we sounded like dyin cats... lol...he's prolly right
53. Trip over your own feet
54. Trip over your friends feet
55. Knock down an entire shelf of candy at Walmart... Smooth move Joey!!
56. Walk around camp with your crush... That was stupid because I found out later two of my best friends were stalking us.... EMILY, CARLEY
57. Tear through a parking lot
58. Pulling out infront of a car in font of your best friends mom... she had a kineption
59. Throwing a ball in the middle of walmart
60. Eat HyVee Deli's food... God i don't feel good any more
61. Push Heather into the pool, then get pushed into the pool myself
62. Break my cell phone by getting pushed into the pool..
63. Get lost in the middle of dowtown Des Moines, Iowa
64. Follow a GPS system that told us to go the wrong way on a one way street...
65. Go to the middle Des Moines and get followed by creepy old men in a van... they followed us from south ridge almost all the way to Merle Hay... Yikes
66. Try to lesbian but it comes out gesbian
67. Have a bunch of ppl over to watch scary movies... when you get scared easily...and not to mention confused easily
68. Call megan MJ... if you do duck fast cause she'll swing (ppl really need to quit hittin my head im dumb enough as it is... and if i keep losing brain cells at this rate it ain't gonna be good)
69. Let a bowling ball go.... in the wrong direction
70. Go to let a bowling ball go down the lane and slip... that one hurt...
71. Watch the American Haunting with pple who get confused easily... i still don't think they caught on...
72. Create a target to shoot coins at a place it on your wall...
73. Start a coin war in your room... oh god... oops
74. Get tackled by Jen... hehe i really didn't mean to make you hit your head
75. Try to spell Gesbian.. so you can write it on your mirror
76. Tell one of your best friend about a recurring dream... and the motives as to why you get shot... that was akward
77. Go bowling in Newton... We walk in and two drunks are at each others throat
78. Say turtle in front of Sam and Megan
79. Say beaver in front of Jen
80. Agree to be Jen's baby's daddy... which i never agreed too she just says i did
81. Agree to live with Jen in a cardboard box behind Walmart
82. Furt
83. Fu
84. Then listen to heather's mom come up with fup
85. Spend the night at heather's old house... i swear i heard a dude's voice and there where only women home
86. Get into a fight with Squirrel
87. Hear a noise then hide against the wall the noise came from
88. Drink 5 and half bottles of Mt. Dew within 5 hours
89. Walk backwards while near a fire ring
90. Torment a dog
91. Play Basketball with Squirrel... i still have the scar from that
92. Jump on a trampoline when it is wet... ouch
93. Wrestle on a trampoline... i fell off
94. Box on a trampoline... we both fell off and i got hit in the face
95. Go camping with Jen... I swear i didn't know i was rubbing her leg
96. Have run up to someone and say cow then run away... Timmy chickened out
97. Light a red candle, forget about it and let it drip on your white carpet...
98. Let Jen drive... (that's self expalinitory)
99. Insult the the chicks with dreadlocks in front of Jen... the chicks with dreadlocks aka Iowa Hawkeyes
100. Mud Wrestle

These are all things that either I have done or one of my very close friends have done... lol they were overall stupid things to do but we had fun...

~Snap~

Why do I always let myself down?

You know you are suppose to be able to trust yourself, but I can't even do that... I can't keep my own secrets... I can keep everyone else's, but I can't keep my own... what is up with that? I can't hold myself to anything... I think it has to do with that i don't care about myself mentality. I mean just the other day I told one of my best friends I was falling for them... I didn't want to do this, but I let myself get talked into it... Now how the heck I let that happen I won't know... I guess she's just too over powering lol jk. I didn't wanna say anything because she's already in a relationship and I don't need to cause anymore problems... God I felt like such an idiot though. I'm not normally the type that goes bold and wear's their heart on their sleaves. I couldn't believe I actually said it. But what was even more unbelievable is it didn't affect our friendship, heck i think it even made us that much closer... I mean sure what I told her was true... But I was expecting it to make our friendship more akward then it was earlier. I'm actually ok with the way things are though... I'm kool with her knowing as long as she knows and anyone else who has figured this out knows that I'm not trying anything ever! ~SNAP~

P.S. Careing about your friends and being their for them when needed does not count as an f'in passion in life... Oh and It's always my fault lol (I stuck that in there just to piss you off Meg and yes Sammy I know you're not laughing lol)

People I look up to...

Well i look up to a lot of people... and again it's mostly cause i admire the courage they have. I honestly don't understand why i have such a fascination with courage, I just do. But Ne ways I'm sitting at work not really doing much, because everything is done, but i start to think about everyone i know and what they're goin through. I realize there is not one single friend of mine that i have that i don't respect and envy for one reason or another. I envy...

Sam - She has the ability to care about people, (I know it doesn't sound like much, but i find it amazing), these people don't even have to be someone she knows and she still cares.
Meg - She has the ability put her whole life into something. She's not afraid to do it. She can be so passionate about something it's not funny... She pours her heart and soul into it.
Derika - She has the courage to let herself, her true self show through to anybody who will take the time to look.
JenJen - She can put all her trust into someone... She's been tossed around by life, mainly men, and yet she can still trust a guy.
Jenny - She has the ability to forgive... at the moment she's dating someone who has hurt her many times before, but she keeps on forgiving him.
Heather - Heather is definetly a real friend to me and thank her for that... I feel so bad about that though... Heather also has the ability to forgive... but the reason i admire it so much is because it's me that she's forgiving...
Emily - She may only be 13 but i've got all the respect in the world for her... she's dealing with depression at a fairly young age and I know im not much help, but i still find it amazing...

It's kinda weird you know, realizing that your idols are those closets to you. So I guess if someone ever asks if i had the chance to met my idol/s would i take it? I can simply reply i already have.

Grrr....Helplessness sucks

Grrr... I feel so helpless right now. I mean, three of my closets friends are going through rough times and I can't really do much about it. I dunno their problems might not seem like much to you, but to me they mean everything. To start out Heather and I are finally getting along, we're good friends again. But she feels like an outcast. I can't exactly help her with that either. I mean, I'm trying to include her more but she just doesn't want to do the things we're doin or hang out with the people im hanging out with. Which I understand, but i can't help. *sigh* Then, there's Sammy who's having a little bit of trouble with the 'rents (for all of you who don't know 'rents is the equivalent of parents). Which again I can't help with cause well i don't really know her 'rents so I can't say much to them about what I think. But if i could say something it would be along the lines of, "I can't believe how stupid you're being grrr... I mean, come on as long as Sammy's happy and going to college does it really matter where or with who?" I'd prolly say alittle more than that but I'll just leave it. Last but not least, Meg... It's her last day of Marching Band Today!!!! She loves Band, and it's killing her... Last night I saw a side Meg that I was kinda surprised to see. I always saw Megan as a person who doesn't get really emotional about things, but she got emotional about this and I was standing there like an idiot not knowing what to do. I felt soo, helpless. I guess I realize now that the reson it shocked me so much is because Meg and I are so much alike, but the difference is she's not afraid to get attached to the stuff she loves. While, on the other hand I am. I believe that's part of the reason I look up to her so much... I guess I kinda see her as the big sister I never had. I know that this might sound a little second grade ish but I wanna be just like Meg someday. To have the strength of heart that she does... To stick up for people I don't even know that well (even if it's against my best friend)... To not be afraid... You know I guess that's why my favorite movies, and sayings, and songs all have to do with courage to do something or another.... It's be cause i lack that courage. It's also the reason I have many friends who are brave and do have the courage to do certain things... I guess i'm hopeing that it'll rub off on me somehow

"Courage is not the absence of fear but knowing that something is more important than the fear itself."

~Nicki~ Out

Favorite Sites

Some of my favorite sites www.albinoblacksheep.com go to flash files and then either the llama song or the smurfs lost episode
www.deviantart.com www.myspace.com www.yahoo.com www.msn.com umm.... i dunno there's prolly more

Homecoming Weekend

Where to start? Homecoming Weekend was awsome, I mean I had a blast. At the football game I hung out with Sam, Megan, Derika, Des, and this annoying little kid who i love to death lol. Anyway That kid is Bailey. Bailey's kool and she can hit pretty had, she goes straight for the knees. lol Oh and she knows how to crack fingers, I learned that the hard way OUCH!!!! The dance on the other was awsome and again i was hanging out with Sam, Megan, Derika and Des plus a few other people, Like Jenny, Jon, Christie, and Kalilah. We ate in freakin Kellog, at a gas station, but it was surprisingly good. I guess I really didn't care where we ate as long as we all had fun. Then the actually dance of course was full of drama. First Sasha got mad at Cami for trying to "steal" Ryan. Then Hiliary felt like a slut, for reasons im still not clear on. And of course Sasha being the true friend she is got mad at herself becuase she couldn't help Hiliary. So then, I had to help comfort both of them, and i was also having a few problems of my own. And of course i was getting counsiled for those problems by Sam and Megan. Which i find kinda funny of course. Well, my problem was this whole Thing about how someone was dancing with someone else and i got a little jealous. And of course Megan had to ask if something was wrong, i told her there wasn't but She and Sam seen through that.... Which in turn made them a little irritated with Derika, for reasons i kinda understand but don't at the same time. lol I dunno. But then after the dance we hung out at Jenny's which was kool... Until there was alot of tension between Sam and Derika, because of earlier events...(I think) But then Dee and I went home and that was pretty much the end of the night. Sounds Fun Right?